` jiaxiiin

2007-06-02T16:23:00.000+08:00

hello blog! i came back, i came back for you! Haha!
now im blogging, yes! blogging :) well, for now i mean. whoooopee, blogging for now which no one could see my post, maybe until.... when i get across that rainbow
sheeeesh. its the holidays. wooo its summer too! = summer holidays [ with a smile :) ]
oh gooody, one week's gone like that. ha. i still have got erm 3weeeks? sounds pretty good yeah
heeheehee, no tuition today. lets just say i woke up late, like later than late & well........... oh nothing!
sister got a laptop! :D happy girl she is. &man! getting the laptop just was tough. battling through the crowds in suntec convention hall? uhuh not me. not unless is for my dear dear dear sister, teehee just look how nice i am. yeah so that was it, we went there, squeeeze through the mighty crowd& i swear it was tough, so sister got it ;D claps! more claps! still clapping! gone back home, no cab/ dad's car - mrt& bus.
okay, there were may more proceedure but we shall cut short yes.
playing the laptop was........ heeeh! i love my sisters

2nd june 2007
It's your 4_th birtday DADDY!

2007-05-20T04:31:00.000+08:00

i am really not into blogging these days, so i guess this will be just another random post
hahahah but im still fond of changing skins like this new one ;D
just look at her hair! damn, i reeeeeeeeeeally want pink hair HA HA HA
& well, im short of cash :( its always " no money " im sick of that line already (saving up i tough too, sigh!)
it was orchard with foxy, karyn & josephine
saw preeeeetty stuff there but sadly...................... you know what
now i so want that dress from Topshop, ok is it even called a dress? i needa have something to have! yo get it? like wishlists, which i think mine is pretty long & it gets longer everytime

NO NO for results (come to think of it, its always a nono)
friday will be parent meeting, im so sure it aint gonna be smooth still, its no big deal ;D
like what possibly could go wrong yeah?! just parent meeting& daddy's going. i guess. so uhhh it'll be fine even when i've landed in hot water these days over some stupid matters
that bloody darn piece of caucasian shit 'confiscated' my phone, like whats up with him?! he's fucking against me for sure - i knew it all along! i just knew it...!

i'm going crazy, yes i am................. no, i am not. just that the loud music blasting is causing my ears to turn deaf, i am going crazy over listening to loud music (?!?!)
4.50 in the morning, should be in bed - which i am, feeling h.u.n.g.r.y like hell
im so lazy to blog already, it takes a lot to write & to think of exactly what to write

2007-05-08T14:23:00.000+08:00

hello!

its the start of a new post~ wheeeehee!
okkk i tell you ---- its bloody hot laaar, as in the weather has went zong zong, these days a little walk under the sun can be hellllllllll and i'll just start melting D: everywhere will be wet then

maths is o.v.e.r IFEELGOOD
really, maths is horrible, TERRIBLE. the paper is like sucha huge thing that i went to revise for it till late but still...
well at least its over! the pressure is gone
one more paper to go, can u believe it? how fast it seems...
didnt work THAT hard lar, mugged a few times til after midnight & waking up reeeeeally early, its quite a change for me though ;D - last minute work do work ok!
worst paper : science
just hope i dont fail like as many as three/ four subs again :(
I REALLY DONT WANNA FAIL!
pls make this the last time i say this

2007-05-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

i found out im not suitable for things like writing, i cant pen my thoughts down, i cant find the dumb right words to fit in. im simply not bliss in this ;( in fact i suck at it, &im always running out of things to blog laaaar
WAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHA~
so here goes the pictures (which are suppose to be up long ago)
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went out with felicia& meixin to study

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girleeeeeee its just u& me HAHAHAHA

loooooooook here babe !

warning : fugly round thing going around

driving license CHECK. dad by the side CHECK. sis's boyfriend driving daddy car

my ~~auntie~~ no i meant sister =X

current situation -
11.11pm, 20mins more before the show starts
1day++ before exam begin & i still need LOTSA practice, but hey for once i finally went to do some revising thanks alot to my dearly sister (the less irritating one) helped me alot! :D
oh& cousin joyce which is apparently 14yrs older, presently 28,married to a china guy& had a baby in a low low low profile, came back from shanghai after 3456789876543years today. THE END

2007-04-23T19:36:00.000+08:00

went orchard with simin& karyn ;)
they are -.-

sometimes i just dont feel much for anything
i really cant be bothered, &this is getting boring
unnoticed, i stone, i like being in a daze
nothing interesting & exams here

picturesssssssssssss!

- saturday
charles was sick, so we brought him to the vet
(much better now! )

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shifted my posters to a smaller wall
fewer posters now :(

before

after
zong zong!

Sunday!
went out with sherry& jingyu, the same old same old
&&we took lotsa pictures HAHAHAH

a lil make-up& contacts goes a long way

my heeels ~

JY

SHERRY
heh

causing a stir at eugene's place =X

wearing like that, i went to the regional library for a dumb chinese talk, for some reason
& man i wont EVER wanna go there again.. kinda got complains& stuff, with cchms tchers there.
guesssss who walk straight across me - chan bee yan. okay, i turned immediately but i swear she saw me, well i doubt she recognise me though
zZzZz im soooo shock/terrified! her belly looook HUGE& round
jianglong, want pictures? here they are ;D

2007-04-20T08:47:00.000+08:00

All The Same by Sick Puppies
is a nice song ;D

I don't like illusions
I can't see them clearly

&i havent started studying !

2007-04-20T07:47:00.000+08:00

didnt go school again
got a slight tummy ache :( but most importantly, the lessons suck so much today
man i promise myself to study geog& hist if i didnt go sch today, im soooooo not ready for the test, neither am i ready to fail for shit - especially hist. somehow i feel Bercury doesnt like me, been failing failing failing for hist lah, i just dont get how to write out a whole lot buncha dead things in order
yupp so im gonna use the time reeeeeeally wisely instead of lazying around /:
- finish up my homework&& study ><
oh& bring my dog down for a walk :)

the weekend is hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2007-04-18T21:22:00.000+08:00

crap! its 9.30 already
so fast, tooo fast - this is killing me
science test tomorrow & i spend way too much time on the net, u see im sorta a comp addict now, with 2chapts to cover by tmr dont help at all zZzZz
oh fuck, the ~~chinese test~~
fuck im gonna flunk it
i know im gonna, even after all the effort i put in to study thoroughly
even after i tried HARD HARD HARD & damn, it's gonna be bad, BAD
i dont ever wanna get back that thing

heh stayed back with dearly simin ;D
yaya- oh was suppose to stay back for detention & ms poon forgot about it i guess, no dentention slips for me so YAYYAY ! ((((((((:

science's a boreeeeeeee
light& sounds? i think of urm... disco ! :D

2007-04-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

MY SISTER IS SO RETARDED!
hahahha dumb sister -.-

my belly was filled with gas a minute ago
& now the room stinks like hellllll~
LOL no, thats my sister - double the stinko
ikea's swedish meatballs isnt that amazing lar, my face turned green after eating 3of it?
& to think that i went to Sweden without having to eat them there, no kid i went there at like 11 HAHAHAH with my sister too -.- i swear that sister of mine is abnormal

this blog is sooo skinny, cant even fit the picts in
lousy.

Do not worry for tomorrow
For tomorrow will worry about itself
Each day has enough troubles of its own,
After all, today is the tomorrow u worried about yesterday

at first, this thing sounds really right, & wise
but man this is hopeless
for tomorrow
- the chinese test
- maths lesson
- chinese lesson
- extra sci lesson after sch
- mrl proposal

u seeeeeeeeeeee... the world is really coming to an end !

2007-04-16T18:38:00.000+08:00

MY SISTER IS THE MOST IRRITATING PERSON ON EARTH!
ugh. lil sister /: ok maybe im one too, right i am one
bloooooooooody bullshit kinda f*cking doodle ooodle umpa lumpa TOOT sister
>:(

hehh escape from school at like 10plus?
~~acted~~ sick
yeah whateeeeever ;D oh! gravity sucks

oh just loook at this piece of crap taken at science lab
shucks & u cant seeeeee simin's hair ! its a pretty woah daring

went to Cafe Cartel after the whole escape from hellllllll thing

i know everybody sure goes like... " YA SO TRUE LA " ;D
HAHAHAHAH

gottooooo go ! dinner at ikeaaaa with ah pa, ah jie, ah mei
& im not mad at her alrdy, it just goes like that

Oh boyyyyyyy, i miss u !

2007-04-11T09:47:00.000+08:00

Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty? Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?
I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess Im a little bit shy
I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more

How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on the shelf?
Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what everybody else says you should want

TA TA TANA TAHHH TA TA TA

2007-04-11T09:31:00.000+08:00

overslept
its 7.05 when my wonderful dream has ended & oh damn, it ended a lil too late, so i woke up thinking i'll rather continue sleeping on that wonderful bed of mine than to rush to school being late yeah & i make really good decision ;D

the only reason JIAXIN OVERSLEPT = STUDY HARD x TIL LATE AT NIGHT
hardworking girl ^^

2007-04-01T10:49:00.000+08:00

FREEDOM WRITERS is a recommanded movie ;D
'cos i like it

2007-04-01T10:03:00.000+08:00

woah woah woah
i've gotto say this man...
I WOKE UP AT 6.45AM TODAY
its a sunday, amazing uh? without having to hear the horrible ringing of the alarm clock or my dog's LOUD barking or falling off the bed or anything! i wake up just like that ;D
woke up to bathe =.=
oh& to send lil cocky messages around - its APRIL'S FOOL
woke up on the right day, right time wicked >;D
my tummy was aching a minute ago ):
just ate a whole big bar of chocolates& pepsi for drink ( ahh... BREAKFAST! )
pizzahut for last night dinner & mcdonald for the day before
JUNK FOOOD MAKES ME GROW ~~FATTER, WIDER, PLUM, WOBBLY~~

so i had some workout yesterday, along with my dear sherry
where else but bugis street? lotsa lotsa equipment there
teeeheee! got a fix for my hair too, its not that fugly now

&& jingyu's making her way hereeeee now!
TATA

im missssssssing u !

2007-03-27T21:10:00.000+08:00

im so tired again

once i lie on my bed, i cant get up
once i sit on the chair& use this comp, i cant stop
but i've got a quiz tmr, so i will study

but goshh.. i can choose to hop onto that oh-so-cosy bed
& fall asleep just like that..
...
...
...
...
...

NO, IM NOT GONNA DO THAT

& thats that .
;D

ok, maybe only if he's entering my dream then yeah
if nottttt then cut the crap girl~

2007-03-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

noooo ): maths the first period for tmr ?!?! goshhhh... S.O.S
its really really horrible to see her when you fail your maths, terribly. & i mean TERRIBLY. especially when u sit right infront just SO close to her sigh i'll be better off dead this looks like there is a need for serious praying - the whole night. with homework still on my mind&& how the fuck am i suppose to let mum& dad sign my papers?

im so gonna get my studies right
im so gonna get my studies right
im so gonna get my studies right
im so gonna get my studies right
im so gonna get my studies right
im so gonna get my studies right
im so gonna get my studies right
im so gonna get my studies right

~~& i dont wanna go for detention due to my so-so-so-poor result~~

i am ~~afraid~~? for once, i guess i am

even if i've fallen off, even if things really goes upside down. Still, u'll be there for me, will ya?

2007-03-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

ok, this time is for real!
changed my skin cos the tagboard was really tiny
its much better now ;D
&& this skin gonna stay for good, i've decided its better to use a skin for loooong & stop wasting my damn precious time on some blardy skins

argh as expected? homework not touch yet ))))))):
some empty wills i make for myself /:
I CANT FIND MY USB PORT FOR MY PHONE
what the... im losing all my stufffff~
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... !

so i cant post pictures of how my dearly 9years old doggie paddle his way in the sea - we brought him out for a "swim" at east coast park today&& charles sure was an attention seeker DDD: barking like hellllllllllll~ at everything he sees, passers-by probably goes like shuddup man! HAHAHAHAHA

~~im bothered, by stuff ): im not feeeling goood~~
&&&&&&&& i still cant find my wallet !
oh, NOT TO FORGET - i talked to jiang long online today
hahahahaah just the way u want it ;DDD

its the first day of our story <3

2007-03-23T20:29:00.000+08:00

i wannaaaaaaaaa go shopping !
but man... i lost my wallet?!? i cant find it dammit ): &&its a b'day gift from my sis (fyi, my bday was 1half month ago only)
i want that wallet back, I WANT IT BACK even without the cash inside
it better be at home, somewhere, somehow...

&i still wanna go shopping ;D

i'll buck up my studies, i'll BUCK UP!
and i shall prove to all by doing all my wkends homework by today {friday}
3hours more ^^

2007-03-16T05:23:00.000+08:00

got sick of the previous skin, so i change it again ;DD
my brain cant seems to work&& nothing's coming out so i'll stop hereeeee

NOW PLAYING:
Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off
by Panic At The Disco

oh, and i still like Good Charlotte
pretty boys in tatoo that sings HIGH

2007-03-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

the good thing : common tests over [although i'll probably flunk em all] &&a pathetic week of holidays' here

the bad thing : there's a 3& half day camp tomorrow HELLLL NO~

im not the camp type - I'M NOT ):
i toook sucha looong time to get things pack into that old, rusty converse gym bag. that junk was left untouch since the P5 camp ?!? half the left-in-closet-for-a-million-years things inside it must be rotting away &&this bloody camp need stufffffff that are meant for trip from earth to mars.. what's worse is that we're gonna be group seperately from our classmates ;O i mean like sleeping over for 3nights with strangers ?!? with the class put together, im sure it'll be much more fun, more enthusiatic - should be lar~ its way better than spending it with some alienic freaks that spent two thousand years studying their life away & seen sunlight not more than half an hour /: okay, im exagerating but im not quite in the mood to "make friends" zZzZz

feeeeeeling tired AGAIN. i've been a real pig lately, especially during the exam period, i sleep from 3to7 , 10to6 Dx without getting anything into my head i collaspe onto my bed til the next morning.
lets seee, after mrl from 4.20-7 went back to tamp first of cos then did the "must have" shopping for tomorrow's camp with karyn &&she's so frantic O.O HAHAHAHAH! after she got her haircut && all, went back with a free ride ;D people from the newfeel sanitary pad company O.O were giving out freebies + free ride to buses with their adverd HEHHEH

2007-03-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

done with studying for tomorrow's ting xie
its beeen a long time ever since i sat down on my chair, with a book on the table && study with concentration YEAH I DID IT and its gonna be like that the next few days ;D
- maths worksheet
- D&T drawing
- chinese chang wen
the homework im left with, as usual not planning to do em'
copying them tomorrow morning ;D

i found out listening to loud music makes me feeeel HIGHHHH~ somehow o.o , the louder the music the better i feel. && its those rock metal music, not the pop ones that makes u wanna dance, just the same old drums, guitar, bass the one that rockkkk so much mannn! its great listening to them when i study chinese HAHAHAH it awakens me, it awakens my soul HAHAHAH sadly, my phone cant blast that loudddd >< music makes me loseee control

maths - first period tomorrow. yeah, getting back the test thats so screwed. HAH! now now, im prepared to see wee's "u fucking failed" face, becos im gonna get a big fat zero? anyway, i really needa get used to seeing wee goes zeeeezooooweeeee for the whole year cos ~~maths~~ seriously aint meant for me

2007-03-01T17:54:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha! got a new blogskin again
kinda got sick with the other one && thot this was pretty sweet- likes!
common tests' the whole of next week, almost. so i've REALLY gotto study which im planning to anyway (: been slacking lately && that stupid karyn is freakinggg me out >< HI KARYN! ;D HAHAHAHAH!
ohoh, i enjoy the rides back from school (: thks to our beloved simin & junming hahaha it sure save us lotsa timeeee
skipped library today, all 4 of us - HAH i wonder who will help ms chan shelves the books then xD
nothing much really, life's just as usual school home tv comp sleeping shitting eating whatever

2007-02-22T22:07:00.000+08:00

thursday already, short weeek it is- cant wait for the weekends !

ughhhhh i dowanna study HAHAH
i dowanna go school
i dowanna do homeworks
- Art
- Chinese

how? how?
i dont fucking wanna go for story telling workshop tomorrow
ahahah! fergalicious on air now ;DD

i just wanna stay at home&& watch MTV
i wanna play audition all day round
i love the all american reject
i love fall out boys
i love evanescene
i love my chemical romance
i love panic at the disco
i love the feelings
i love red hot chilli peppers
i love hello, goodbye
i love all saints
i love.... !

2007-02-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

that fucking test

i cant do maths for shit!

screwed

2007-02-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

tadaaaa- wooo i like my new skin! HAHAH i just simply love how the skinners put things together ^^ oh& i just found out my last post was like more than a week ago? like woah
uhoh! cant get the music video i wanted- It Ain't A Scene, Its An Arm Race by Fall Out Boys && i still want it !
okay, i seriously dont give a damn damn about skool's tomorrow ;D HAHAHAH! damn that skool! HAHAHAH!
piko piko! zing zang zong! PEOPLE BOOO IT!

2007-02-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

its been quite sometime since my last post~
i shant start by wishing everyone a happy lunar new year, everyone just get bored of wishing or being wished to have a happy new year ya? its a festive season which dont really seems like one to me /: it should be called the visiting new year?
hahah since all i do this new year is to visit some once-in-a-year-relative && being asked the same old question. uhoh, not to forget the delicious ang baos ;D

the lovable thing of all is holidays of cos (:
okayyyy, i shant start the whole boring story about going to my aunt's/grandma's/uncle's/granddad's /cousin's/friend's/friend's friend's/friend's dog's relative's/ great grandma's or whatever

there's school tmr, sadly. real saddd~
u see, i hate to have this fucking feeling of a holiday mood with a school's tomorrow thought. it sucks really! && im having it right now which it shld have been cured but it came back all of a sudden. its a real booohooo!
im wayyyyy to IN the looong wkend mood to do any homework or study for the live science test tmr, i have a feeling is sooo not gonnna be gud. like live science? i dont freakin' get the idea of it lar
so my medicine end up to be playing audition! (:
audition getting fun fun le HAHAH

Life's sweeet, i know.

2007-02-12T20:43:00.000+08:00

some pictures from today's horrible 2empathy skit. X=
blahhhh! i said nothing.

view from the top! in charge of the music, ava.

2007-02-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

late~ school's tomorrow!
just print out some urm, what do u call that? pictures of different racial celebration eg. xmas, chinese new year. && gawd! i took so long /: ugly pictures S: for some dumb chinese work which aint even social studies or anything. totally useless ):
other then that, i've not done anything like hwk& study for tmr's history test. hah, yet im still here typing these. HAHAH, just cant stop the temptation on writing a new post ;D

went to guang ming shan to pray for my passed away grandpa. that's not a need to comfort me or anything, i dont feel much& its becos' i havent seen or heard about him much in my life so yeah..
&& guess what i found out? i've got an uncle who passed away 17yrs ago?!? like O.O weird huh?

omgomg, shall not go into details. time limid ><
went to marina square for some shopping too
no pictures now, no moreeee timeeeee ~ !

2007-02-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

just had KFC for dinner, again.
kinda like the time when me& my lil sis two of us home alone, sitting on e sofa, catching movie [ Sky High, at disney channel ] && grabbing a bite with the home delivery KFC - saturday nite. ahhhh... how nice...
dad's back, its different now. what i hate about saturday nite is the thought of the coming sunday, which somehow dosent mean anything nice. wait, i shant be thinking this way, lemme highlight, its Saturday Night

sighsigh, pissed. why? 'cos im easily pissed, get it? I AM A FREAKIN' EASILY PISSED PERSON. hahaha! whatever.

ya'll know, seeing you now seems like me seeing you as urm, a different person. even after all we've been thru, the time together, once its broken, it all become nothing already uh? really, see the word- nothing?

like how a sand castle that need lots & lots of time to build, making sure that every step we does must not be blunt, everything we do must be filled with care, accuracy&& there can never be a wrong move in order for it to be beautifully built, but once the rule is broken, it falls&& the castle that was once something so great became nothing but a pool of flat sand, every amount of energy used for it just went proof! gone like that.. guess, we forgot to build it strong too.

well, i must say, & i can see that it dosent matter to u at all uh? you shld noe why i am writing this post out, that just how i feel. &&feeling are meant to be ~~unspoken~~ spoken

no, i shall not care no more too.
You Mean Nothing To ME

2007-02-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

its friday night (:

went orchard with karyn today after skool. simin has got guitar /: so tht's left with both of us only. nothin' much actually.
on the way there, we forgot abt alighting at the bus stop, so we had to walk a rather looong way bak, zzz! had pepper lunch then, somewhr near Borders. uhoh, went far east too, still thinks that the clothes there are niceeee- chinese new year shopping there maybe ^^ && i want pumps !

geog test today-
i manage to rush thru the notes&& read thru tb. hopefully, i'll do well though i doubt so but oh well..
OHOH~ i got 17/25 for science
seriously, im glad y'll noe ;D yayay! improvement!

2007-02-08T22:03:00.000+08:00

GREAT . i left my geog TB in skool ~ which is like so so so important for my test tmr.
arrrrrrrrrrghhhh ! im so blurr lar ): thk god geog's after recess.

so im back, stupid me. just did my D& T work, trace out all the lines- simple ! anyway, i seriously dont feel like studying at all if i've got the bk wif me, wad more geography. so yeah, maybe tht's y i isnt feeling that bad for not having the dumb book wif me.

~~boy, im sure u havent forgot those time, 'cos i havent.~~

2007-02-08T20:41:00.000+08:00

its a rather looong day in school today- thurs& mon ugh! sleeeeepy* but man~ i have not bathed
+ hwks ): nvm, its FRIDAY tmr ! its a really fast week, time go past real quickly, wkends will arrive soon- hold on gal!

uhoh- hmm, thanks evan for the belated b'day present, not forgetting simin for the lovely pair perlini's silver earrings, love em' !
geography test tomorrow, i'll needa go study alrdy, + bathe + hwk . so TATA !

TOMORROW'S FRIDAY ;D

2007-02-07T17:29:00.000+08:00

i found out i cant find words to express how i feeeeeel , im not good at writing tooo ):

2007-02-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

RANDOM PICTURES ;D

2007-02-06T20:23:00.000+08:00

i somehow dont feel like writing a long post no more.

hmm, fine short day it is ;D

just a short message for all -

Life can be sweet .

yeah yeah, so that's just about it

tweet people !

2007-02-05T18:40:00.000+08:00

random picts .
dinner at chijmes on b'day ;D

2007-01-31T22:06:00.000+08:00

FINALLY i get this stupid thing done,
i guess i just aint that good on all the html&& stuff. toook way to long to make this music right- appreciate people ! BLAHS! feeling sleepy, sticky& oily, havent gone thru that wash today- pls, no yuckkkks alright?? hehheh, tomorrow's my b'day !! thats like 2hrs more to go- sweeeeet! looking forward- dinner&& maybe a wallet?! u see, im in a rather pathetic state now, no wallet,no purse x.x well, whatever it is for tomorrow, i'll try my very best to stay positive && be happy, ya'll know its my birthday waddd ~ ! FEBRUARY BABY! keke~
this week been rather busy lar, im trying hard to study && do well for my quiz, tests. i skipp 2days of computer just to put in effort into studying&& homeworks . improvement isnt it? :D i just hope the effort pays off, even though it aint MUCH effort. ~~shant talk abt my horrible result from chinese test, as usual.~~
no pictures ): im not using the right comp now [ i doubt blogger is cock up again ] so no picts .
i wanna go outtttttt ! i want lotsa lotsa money! so i can go anywhr to shop for everything i want! bwahahaha~ but everytime i just get to wear out & dog tired after skoool, the first thing i do is to collapse on my bed&& usually within 5mins - snores* ZzZzZ uhoh, i met sherry when going home at interchange, goshhh.. she tied up her hair for once?! hah, but she looook cuteee lah. her big puffy cheeks [ its less obvious now ] hah, that girl is growing prettier everyday! HAHAHAH!
hmmm... i found out im telling myself to do stuff everytime, && obviously, nothing came out. etc. readd readd more books which i am really gonna do, just that there aint no definite timming .
okay, this is getting rather boring uh? i cant seems to write out nice stuff ): nvm. some other time maybe-

2007-01-22T20:56:00.000+08:00

uuuuugghhhhhhhhhhh !
i was writing this damn long post a minute ago && then this comp went cock up suddenly && poof those words went missing - i took urm?? SO LONG to type em' out . boooo ): even the computer is going against me- rawr !!! so i went back to blogger and started clicking on every buttons they have on the cocked up site but nothing proof back zZzZz! clicking clicking den suddenly came to this page that can change the posting time at ya blog so there u go- i've got the time fix. HAHAHAH SMART ME ! ... not. math sucks can?!? confusing,frustrating plus wee jer wen teaching- im domb uhhhh ! gonna get math tuition from sis, hopefully it'll help 'cos it has too && im not gonna slack, i try alright!!! though i said it like at P5 and nth went right but oh well, i've changed yeah? :DD smiling more often these days too -
SMILE SMILE SMILE (((: LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH :DDD
one way to live life happily & lighten stress. maybe i really shld put more stress on myself /= i havent been worrying that much for homeworks and all && im gonna start right now ! HAHAH- oh yes i am. hmm.. lets see, i've got ting xie tommorow with worksheets for math { ugh! } ,ermmmmm~ uh-oh science starting on sec2 books , err.. chinese,science & lit tests next week O.O { omgggg ! my bday wk & here comes the test } zZzZ.. ARGHHHH I DUNNO LE LARH! thinking of hwk & being so stress out by it is the worse way of living life )x

well well, whatever it is im gonna enjoy my singlewood- more time for everything, more time for STUDIES ! hehheh. at the end, its best being single isnt it? )x shld i laugh at myself or wad? saying this to myself months ago was a " never ever will i " guess time really can change a person. && goshh.. it'll be one whole freakin' year { 365days } anniversary for us IF we're still together. 23rd of january it is- sighsighh, i doubt he even remember i hope he does ~ u aint no fooool girl, S.T.O.P it ! im gonna stop it ya! im gonna stop this feeling coming from within..
so here is the rule && let it put an end this way -

230106 the day it all started
150107 tears are shed, its time we part
230107 the feeling is bound to be gone,& we move on.

2007-01-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

pondering about it the whole day,it never slip outta my mind one single bit. the night before sure aint pleasent, especially my poor lil eyes. friends? that was it. his words, they pierce right through my heart, it bleed, it hurts. WHY? changed,different - i noticed em' all. in your eyes, im no longer the special one, the one that you'll always be concened about && think nothing but me. please, say- " i love you " no,its difficult for u. the common phrase that was heard so often was then stopped, my heart,the love they stop beating too. " more like a friend " words that kill shockingly came out from your lips, NOOOO! i shant hear it, im screaming in my heart before anything else im lost,deserted. u keep on insisting, what else can i do but to hear those piercing words prick their way through in my mind&& uncontroable letting the beaded of tears filled with dissapointment, devastation, pain.. it hurt so much, just these words - its killing me. the pain of losing u, we were so independent on each other. we trust, love, shared so many unforgetable moments , we stayed long,we stayed together until- thought of us, memories are haunting. no more feeling? its gone? JUST LIKE THAT? after all we've been through, && all of a sudden u came pulling me down with how u felt then && wanted to end just like that. IT WASNT YOU, its a nightmare i told myself.
never in the world will i think these are said by none other than u, you're the guy that REALLY loves me,seriously. i couldnt believe it, wadmore accepting it. the reality is too clear, how i wish & i pray u will be like the other time. u dont sound like yourself, && im like not the jiaxin u used to treat,u treasured me SO MUCH, i can tell. your sincerity all this time, they moved me,yes they did. how could it be?
where are all the " I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS & FOREVER?" where are all the swearing && promises you've made? the words that sounded so right seemed to far, u sweared you'll nvr lemme down once more, you sweared... u told me all the great stuff that sounded so real, or are they just plain words that come & go all the time? all the LIES, all the SHIT u used to say.
the red, swollen eyes they just couldnt stop the tears from tumbling their way down, i was so lost back then. thousands of pieces of my heart they scattered all over the place. anger? sadness? dissapointment? pain? confussion? i dunno. you left my heart feeling so isolated, just how could you??!? 11months yeah, reaching a year so soon. its looong,so what? what is it filled with in the end? u can just simply wanna end this whole thing JUST LIKE THAT?! all the freakin' months,days,hours,seconds spent together. anniversaries, month by month they pile up so high . 357 days we spent loving each other & you yourself is putting a fullstop to that.

u promised to let me be loved forever,
not getting hurt one bit but yet doing this to me.
all the stuff u used to say.
I wonder-

Have you ever loved me before?

flames to dust
lovers to friends
why do all good things come to an end?

2007-01-13T20:01:00.000+08:00

there is a PROBLEM in meee! i noe there is, okay everybody does have && it sucks yeah so im trying to chase this damn problem out of me which got urm..stuck?
from the S to A-T-U the R the D to the A & there's the Y
- SATURDAY! it is && before i can go anywhere, i found out i've got chores to do & even before that, i couldnt find anyone to go gaigai with. its sad i noe ): my spec broke too- yesterday, on my way to the busstop from school which was pouring without any covering thus its like bathing with clothings since i was walking just like that for 10mining! - oops,no its minutes! please dont jeer though its obviously dumb.
life in school has been going quite well, im getting really used to it. it sucks yes- my form tcher is miss chan, i sit all the way infront, wee jer wen's my new math tcher,the few guys pointed middle finger when we wave gud-bye to em' , always nearing late when im going to school. etc.
SO WHAT?
its a damn school which is like duh- LIKE THAT && as a student who is able to adapt to any enviroment && always staying strong && wanting good results i gotto be LIKE THAT tooo uh! RAH RAH! >< dont stare pleaseee.
LIFE'S SWEEEEET is it? for now, school starts at 7.30 in the morning && sometimes end at 1.15 during the noon. notice the word sometimes . homeworks are fineeeee* sitting infron will gimme a clearer view of the board && the attention needed, cca- mrl that'll be starting shld be like 2hrs for a week, fellow classmates are bonding even some of the guys- SOME. i've got a real lively english tcher! wow wow ! LALALALALALALA! life is wonderful!
&& here i am with my wonderful butt on the wonderful chair typing wonderful stuff .
spell it pleasee- its W-O-N-D-E-R-F-U-L !

im not a physco!
i want clothes, bags, shoes!
i want ipod, my own laptop!
&& i've got a LIFE.

2007-01-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

this blog is dead! real dead ): boooo!
as u can see,i've changed my skin, i havent changed since school end so yeah,here's a new one if u're bored of the other one. i really wonder if anyone is really reading what im typing now/= i understand y journalist are paid to write && im not but surely there can be like some reading? a pathetic sum will do ><
3rd day of school aint that bad, so far still slacking&& i've choosen my cca which is... LIBRABRY ta-da! xD i noe it may sounds like some freak cca but seriously,others are much worse /= i guess so.
nothing much to write about, really.
school life means the same old routine for me,it happens everyday so i guess there aint much to write about like everyday? even the weekend{tomorrow} i'll have to get to school for some cip stuff which so spoilt my wonderful saturday, 11.40 to 4pm it is. && ever since school starts, i seems to be hanging out so much lesser with him, even talking on the phone is a problem. this cant go on.. we dont sms in school like we used to, i dun asked for that much smses since i wanna buck up on studies but not even a single one.. saddening life? missing out with my girlfriends are like duh.. sorry but im tired, they dun seem too pleased about it uh.
now im always hanging out with karyn, as usual. her me & maybe simin sometimes. where did all the rest go? probably home or hanging out in school for cca, i dunno.
i love my family though, dun ask me y i jump to that- i just feel like saying it.
i've got to go now, TATA

2006-12-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

pictures pictures pictures!
yeap~ more of em' coming soon(: took quite alot though mostly is zhi lian but its OKAY wad! X= imma girl alright,&& well you'll turn to be kinda vain when you end up being erm.. a person that is less rough! more gentle && more LOVELY! x.x
I WAS LATE AGAIN! - as usual. for goodness sake?!? why cant i change stupid pigg habit/: mother kuku. so there she is, poor sherry wait&& wait. we're gonna get our hands on pool then, along with jing yu who turn out to have the same problem as me- being late. on the other side the guys took like so loong?! making girls w8 sure aint a gud impression uh? anyway,its off to douby gout,funky balls. weird weird place ah,high up on the 6th storey with a big space laid the pool tables with mini arcade outisde. BLAH BLAH BLAH! we play lor, obviously im the lousiet there&&& i just freakin' cant improve.. sooo gonna get dad to gimme a lesson or two on that! kelmond was rather good O.O not even half of him?!? sherry aint any NOT BETTER. play play, hit hit those ballllssss liao by then 5+ without having a single edible stuff in my stomach its then EATING TIME- macdonald, pa da pa pa pa~ im lovin' it!
RING RING RING! DADDY CALL. yeah,its those damn books i've gotto get my hands on so came to fetch us- me,sherry baby&& jingggg YU back after the walk walk shop shop && photos photos. ( the 2guys pai seh lah,zhao liao x.x not i heartless ) the very sad thing is i didnt get my hair thined, SHERRY AHHHHH!
well well, no shopping today so its gonna be tmr with karyn- BAGS BAGS BAGS! hope im not gonna be late ><

&& now please bear with our ugly faces

2006-12-28T15:25:00.000+08:00

2006-12-28T02:55:00.000+08:00

time for a new post maybe?
right. its like the last few days of holidays uh- i hate to mention it but man! its a freakin' fact X: for now, i've gotto get a new school bag, in need of it&& so are the damn b-o-o-k-s that are yet to be bought.
its only when something has gotto come to an end then you'll noe how important it is-
thats something i've gotto say about the holiday && maybe my precious SMSes too): used em all up, the first 500 which are meant to be out of singtel. why are so many people around me not using singtel ?!? SWITCH TO SINGTEL PEOPLE ! ITS SINGTEL BABY ! that include my jiejie too who just bought a new phone O.O the one that i wanted before i knew i can get N73. that phone is more like the phone I WANTED but oh well, i love my phone just as much. its a very pretty phone yeah, its in shiny pink all over- real cool ><
i shall put a full stop for my temptation of new clothings which is irresitable when i landed up in far east yesterday. zZz!!
today was a rather nice day too(:
life dont fully sucks yeah? geee..
swimming first, kinda dumb though doing that in rainy season. it was freezing cold lah, i hardly swim due to the chilling water but still it was nice when your legs are in the water&& you get to sit down there just staring into the air.then it was lunch at pastamania && it goes along with a little of xmas shopping leaving me penniless.
my plan didnt go that well for holidays, thought of getting a concealer to cover up that disturbing dark ring sadly, there aint good ones that can make my skin just pure innocent so no contacts lah but still, i will continue my search until that very day!
i will like to say thank you to the person who bring me out today- thanks! loveeee ya! but no photos due to mum-says-no-phone-when-simming-&&thats-it! whatever, still it goes well(:
small note: i may not reply you in smses due to short of it. sorrrrrry ~

2006-12-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

23rd of december-
a special day indeed. though it gone pass just like another perfectly normal day- almost. its the little things in life that makes it meaningful yeah? for me, i aint fond of annoucing stuff openly&& letting the whole world gossip about whatever they like, some stuff is better to have a low profile. geee~ i will take this chance to say : boy, you're a really great guy!
i dont know what to say actually, hmm...guess its gonna be another boring post uh. its the eve eve of christmas && goshh..2days away yet i could feel the warm& love given by my loved one-
santa, please clear half of my wishlist,
to make way for this very one wish,
i wish i wish-
for my loved ones to get endless blessings,
happines, love, good health
in exchange for these blessings,
i am more than glad to give up materialistic stuff.
thank god,thank heaven(: you,bless!

after all we've been through, the ups& down of life. this is where we end up- still together. may this relationship continue& go on with the right path(: gawd! you're my dearest super boyfriend lah~

Today is just another walk walk eat eat && watch movie day. yupp, movie again, the 3rd or 4th time already- its Death Note 2- The Last Name . dont ask my why it came out much earlier than the actual date which is at 28th dec. kinda lazy for a movie review but oh well, its complicated && i prefer the 1st one but in all, its still nice but please- you have gotto watch the first one to get the show. a movie marathon maybe? DeathNote 1&2 showing at the theathre continuously at vivo GV i think. my brain seems to be stuck, dont wanna write anymore. its STUCKED! some random pictures-
ZONG ZONG lah~ wads wrong with blogger?! cannot upload photos de )):<
fine, i upload em' some other time. stooooooopid blogger!!

2006-12-23T02:28:00.000+08:00

confused? i dunno. faded love? is that the right word.. not quite.
my boy, its just me& you
so there aint nothing to hide.
somethings cannot be force,
broken it will be if its cramp up with force
but why hurt me?
should have spoke about it,
guess you just cant read me,
it hurts-
DEEPLY.
scars left behind..
no,
it cant be erase-
it stays there,
for eternal

2006-12-22T05:34:00.000+08:00

okay, for today its like a family outing-
more like a sunday just that its thursday. planned to go to kota tingge [i have no idea ow to spell that] for maybe 2days? change! to a day at JB, shop shop lah. due to serious flooding- heard the water level is like above the houses already?!? the whole family went to vivo instead, including my elder sister. its the usual, eat some stuff then go for those walk walk in the mall. like it though. actually,the shops there sells really great stuff && its like ALL the shoppp(((: TOPSHOP/TOPMAN, FOREVER21, ZARA, MANGO,ESPRIT....never ending list. thats the sad sad thing, looking at all those beautiful things&& yet i couldnt lay my hand on em' its a torture. sob sob! well at least sis has got all her make-ups for work, geee! && when she got her pay, she's sooo gonna get some stuff for us- weeeets! she mean it,REALLY. a month pay with no bill or whatever crap to pay for- its just plain wonderful.
watch The Curse Of The Golden Flower,[ a movie is always a must for family outing.] looks nice&& is nice. director of Hero, so yeah, its like ancient china with thousands& thousands of people in the war scene with spears& shield,arrows flying in every direction & bloods squirting out.lotsa killing. thus nice x.x joking! but i must say Gong Li's a great actress yeah? beautiful wad more at 40,acts really well && her boobs are like TOOOT. okay, but for Tang Dynasty ladies& maids to be so revealing? i dun think so. the boobs are like no cover? a lit more to flashes the whole freakin' TOOOT. really,its urm.. can be seen so very easily /: shall say no more.
i'll upload some photos yeah? but there're very random.

sentosa is just opposite

wet floor, wet feets /:
saw this store in Spain my dream or sth like tt && its almost exactly the same store i saw in spain?!

wad the heckk is wrong with blogger?!? i cant upload anymore photos?!? )):< right, so thats all for now

2006-12-22T04:55:00.000+08:00

geee...
posting the photos for the previous post xD
dun wanna left them hanging in my fone FOREVER
&& there wont be any pic on the performances,its not allowed): so there's no seeing of a terrified sister.but nvm, u guys shall enjoy these ugly pictures.

yupp yupp- the esplanade!
art work inside the thousands of glass panes after the performace,its resting at the cafe in the library ^^

YUMMY!

thats me& DADDDDY ((:

fishballs for supper? anyone? it was raining so heavily when the sky turn dark- on our way home

HAHA! caught her sleeping in the car X: must be exhausted of all the practice& a day of super boring piano performance * PITY*

2006-12-20T02:06:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks til school starts ><
damn this thing can?
its like yesterday im counting down the days til hols && now? yeah,i know gud things come to an end but at least not that fast! ohh goshhh): i hate schoool. OKAY, 2weeks is better than none lah- i'll stay positive alright. 2 LONG weeeks yeah! "looking forward" to a NEW YEAR >< so is christmas(: smiles. speaking of looking forward, school is definitely out for that- i havent got my sec2 school books, prepare uniform, a new school bag, fix my hair && not even signed my report book. u SEEEEEEE~ it just sucks lah, it sucks even when u think about it. especially that fucking classs. BOOOOHOOOO!!!
enough.
urm, ya- i wanted to write about yesterday.
yupp yupp, was at the esplanade watching my meimei plays her piano (not oni her, a whole bunch of em) classical music, sit down there& watch each& everyone of em coming out to play their tune one after another...& another...& another...& ZZZZ! feel asleep sorry, but im really not into classical music or any piano or guitar. well, im not the only one lah- ppl around me to (; one by one they went ZZZZ! && when finally my dear lil sister got her turn& played that damn piano, i suree was excited. she along with her tcher known as penguin tcher [ their playing penguin parade ] as said in the announcement
AHAHAHAHA ! then its a frightened girl i saw- she look nervous O.O funny. amused amused amused ! (x the music then came, afraid that she'll just break down, i prayed for all to be right. TA-DA~ all went well of cos yayyay! well done GIRL(:
i was so so so relieve when there's the break, im dying of boredom can?!? escaping, me&& daddy went for a walk, not returning for 2nd half of the show since my sis had done her part.
its nice walking in town when everyone's working with the street emptied..
{ sorry, not uploading any photos again}

TODAYYYYY , meeting karyn for lunch
at 12.30 end up 12.55 x.x my bet!
sleep late, wake up late, end up being late- learn from it
woah woah woah~ havent seen this chic for like 1month plus?! HEHHEH, still the same same. && we sure must do some shopping before school starts yeah! geee.. at least she din laugh at my hair when i thought she will o.O
i wish i wish-
i wish for my hair to grow fast fast this christmas
&& santa, if your're reading this,
i still have 10982646 items more to go
BUT no worries, i've prepared a list for you ^^

2006-12-17T02:06:00.000+08:00

sick .
helloooo~ no joke, real sick .
had sore throat for a few days && man! it hurts . it went on for like 3,4days even until now, it has not gone yet ):
sigh !
i couldnt really slp that night, woke up at like 7+ this morning . feeling very warm all all over my body >< reluctantly,i get up to wash up && oso get some water. soon after, i took my temperature.
ZZZ ! 38degree celcius .
went back to bed due to tiredness, woke up at 10+ && dad brought me to the doctor.got some medicine,stayed at home to rest.
THE END

2006-12-11T02:03:00.000+08:00

Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you,
you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here

2006-12-11T01:08:00.000+08:00

head was spinning a few minutes ago..
feeling much better after a cold bath though its chilling >.<
one of those bath always save me from a head-spinning-everything's-bored&-dead day .
really it does , surprisingly- it has magic inside . weeeheheheh

right, im suppose to upload on my photos yeah ?
but im rather dead bored on em'
blogger seems to have some prob just now on the pictures- i couldnt upload em'
&& man! its really freakin' meee out !
okay, so im very lagg on getting stuff to my blog but its like me ! i cant change it alright ~
&& for " wad i did today "
i slept til 4 in the afternoon- as usual, just that a little earlier .
was suppose to go walk walk around the LIME flea market held oni today && yesterday, i obviously missed it due to long hours of sleep AGAIN ! argh ~
dad brought me & wanxin go gaigai, wanted to catch a movie . thinking of watching " a night in the museum " or " erogoon " but found out it hasnt come out yet =.= && dad dun recommand " deja vu " , " casino royale 007 " was great && it was one movie i sooo want my daddy to watch . sigh, me & wanxin watch liao ): awww..
so we headed to a popular douhua shop . indeed , it lives up to its popularity- their douhua are oh-so-smooooth . tasty !
after filling out tummy , we werent sure where we could go next && ended up in Mt. Faber safra playing pool (: it was a gud chance to practice on my pool skill . dad, the expert taught me how to play it the real proper way . surprisingly i think im a lit better den before ^^ but oni A LITTLE .
after an hour of pooling , we decided to taste chou toufu . i've nvr tried it before til today, certainly it stink but not THAT stinky . it wasnt as bad as i thought it was, in fact its actually rather tasty xP
hehheh , thats about it for wad happened today && where i went with my dear daddy && crazy sister (: love em' . daddy's been rather busy && v tired lately but he still pull out the time to spend some time wif his daughter, do some chores . he's sooooooo nice can ! >.< wad am i freakin' toking?? love&hates . ive taken some photos too but nahh.. i aint gonna upload it now alright (:
&& my dear dear- hope tmr will be quite a nice day for us yeah. LOVE LOVE LOVE YA !

2006-12-09T03:05:00.000+08:00

i guess you're just too ' busy ' with ya stuff yeah ?
friends , basketball , games , computers...
we never sit down & had a good talk for long already .
i dont know why am i saying this, no i dont .
my fingers continue to punch the keybored for words,
maybe its becus i miss you- you're always in some game while u're online && its then when i wanna say something to you .
on the phone doesnt seems to be much different too uh ?
i admit im at a lost of words at time but i am clueless why..
&& sometimes these words screams out how i felt while sometimes its just the opposite
i realise i pressured you too much , && maybe not giving you enuf private space
our lifes are almost dead- im sure ure pretty sure of it too
it freaks both of us out but wad did we do ?
nothing .
sometimes these thoughts hit me HARD ,
each time ended up with empty promises to myself
maybe it needs sometime,
maybe it'll go for the better...
maybe .
your words are sweet ,
so is how u treated me
~~but is all these enough?~~
the three words I-LOVE-YOU
has more meaning to it then just plain 8letters&3words
&& showering the world with sweetness .

2006-12-09T02:38:00.000+08:00

Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying
is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice
saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I don't never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late

i dont wanna know,
my heart cant take it anymore.

im darn bored .
darn lazy to post about the trip && oso upload the photos
its late, && i shld be heading for bed
i'll get the post done tmr or so
&& oh ya, how do u move photos u have uploaded to ur blogger down?

there's a change between us .
really, there is .
hoping for the better but expecting it to be worse
do we really understand each other needs ?
or just plain thinking everything's eternal
&& if we're together, we're happy ?
maybe if things were different, it will have been better,
for both of us .
if it doesnt fit, it doesnt
no amount of force can shape it the way u want it to be
we cant just have everything like that

2006-12-03T16:32:00.001+08:00

its 9.30am in barcelona ,spain now { while its 4.33 in sg }
7hrs late . hah , not v cold sia . oni 12degrees .
okay , i shall make things short & say oni breifly wad happen .
all i eat is bread here , but theirs are really nice .lotsa vandalisms\graffiti .
hmm . so far so gud la . went to the stadium there , there's a tour into the stadium , into their lockers , bath room blahs .
plus i saw ronaldiho practising with his team not the whole team actually wif a few of other players from FCBarcelona . (: sweet yeah ?
the scenery are really not bad . was at the peak or sth , saw barcelona from top , its like all houses lah . cramp togther .
the churches here are soooooooo beauftiful . darn beautiful .
took lotsa picture , gonna upload them when i gte bak .
urm.. the flight was like 16 loong hours . my butt was flat already .
stop at milan , italy den continue to barcelona .
saw this AC milan shop . lotsa italy football stuff there - pictures on world cup .
oh yeah , went going to barcelona from milan , i saw sun rising from the airplan .
i can say there's one of the most beautiful things i saw in my whole entire life .
its like we can see clouds under us . real clouds , there's rather orange - white wif sun shining on em den some super high mountains poke into the clouds - ice mountains . as its super cold up in the sky above the clouds - -45degree celcius . its damn beautiful lah , mother nauture sure is something beautiful .

eh i gtg now le .
gonna see their shopping malls blahs (:
TATA for now .

2006-12-03T16:32:00.000+08:00

2006-12-01T20:37:00.001+08:00

30 mins && im off to the airport .
my family sure is always last minute - always nearing late .
& like wtf ?
my dad is still not back yet . he was den he went out fetching my dog to auntie house . oh ya , im gonna miss charles too yeah .
excited ? nahh . not quite . not much as last year , this year seems to be the last-minute-holiday-packing . its last minute last minute .

GOSHH !
gtg . BYEEEEEE !

2006-12-01T20:37:00.000+08:00

2006-12-01T03:10:00.000+08:00

yupp yupp !
SPAIN ! hereeeee i come ~ weeets !
wahahahah , flight is at 11pm . 14long hours (:
its SIA so yeah , will be watching movies , listening to music , playing games or just looking out into the clouds - no worries , there wont be boredom :D
but im gonna rate a BAD for the plane food - yucks . okay , its an exception for me . i just couldnt stand their food )x ever since i was born & took airplanes , i can nvr stand their grossly food . && its always the same old stuff ( sitting SIA every year , sigh ! )
okay , its not all about the plane for the trip of course . but i have no idea wad am i gonna do there o.O there wont be a tour guide so we'll be planning all the stuff ourselves which mean freedom (: heard there's gonna be a soccer match there /= those big football match which my dad & maybe jie is so crazy wif . HAH ! sadly , my sis has to go back a day or 2 earlier - PROM !
nobody , i meant no girls will ever wanna miss their prom , once in a life time ~
LOL . i guess im rather excited after all these talking yet i havent pack yet X= mum didnt ask me to

rush hour ! going to escape today too - in the morning . ARGH ! hope i wont overslept . sigh , i shld have said im not going . would rather spend the day sleeping && i wont have to rush packing my stuff .

im not jeolous . im not !
there is really nothing to envy about so girl - buck up .

music's my love . so are you .

2006-11-27T10:20:00.001+08:00

can somebody tell me how to add colors to ur words ??
not the post but in the template & oso , where can u find proper music that can be fix into a blog without getting into one of those mess & the need to register blah blah ?
zong zong !
look , im putting in so much effort for you .

yeah yeah , my dad's back . from germany . - so is the laptop ^^
there's oni 1 comp when he's gone so its much better now with my sister online with me (: yipeee ~
heh , its actually rather nice to have ya sibling wif u <=
wad more its that imp .
though she can be kinda sucky at times /=
but her company can be nice .
wahahahahah !

eh , ever notice whenever u day dream - time zoom pass ?
zoom until today liao ?
going off at friday leh ~ off to spain
didnt noe it was so fast , before u noe it - it'll be christmas .
i wonder how the trip to spain will be like o.O && everytime i was about to say the word spain , i cant help saying sweden >.< HAHA !
gonna get myself a pair of nice sneakers for the holiday
its actually a trick to get my momma to buy it X= but i seriously do need one .

oh yah ! && a must say is - Casino Royale 007 is GREAT !
everybody shld watch it , except for little kiddies -
the theathre was oh-so-cosy with the movie playing when these 2 kiddo behind was making so much freakin' noise ~ argh !
bout 5yrs old wifout parents watching a show like that .
they go EEEEEK ! & oh ! that's the bad guy right ! the spy !
then everybody else were like shhhhhh... !
still , the movie was good . i thought the new bond werent gud enough but man ! he's cool - way better den the old bond . love love love it ! the movie is great , the new bond is cool , the ladies are gorgeous with all the curvess . im sooo gonna watch it again in the plane ~

2006-11-24T02:00:00.000+08:00

music's here
&& screwed .
the sound aint that smooth & uh real
it dosent really work well on blogs wif navigations too - sort of messed up . with music popping up anytime
argh !
please intro something gud if u noe any ((:

JEREMY - ahahahah ! yes ~ its the " smack that " song xD

2006-11-24T01:30:00.002+08:00

boredddd & sick of it .
spend sometime changing this skin but due to this stupid cock cock computer , i didnt manage to add music & stuff into it ): i really wanna add something in badly . this comp is in a rather bad shape , oh well looks like i'll have to bear with it uh ? this blog is PLAIN . yesss , just like plain old jane /=
tooopid !
i wonder is anyone even reading this post , its like dead & deserted lately with that kuku spammer taking up all the precious space - the tagboard killer . ZZZ !

okokay ! i gotto get that thing of my head ! im sooo obsess in thinking of getting contacts which are wayy wayy better den specs but i just couldnt open my mouth & ask dad . okay , i did ask but the ans is like one of those - okok , next time den say . *gone i want it sooo much u noe T.T sooo much....
&& that's like one out of a thousand of i want - it just get longer , endless . HEH , second thing i sooo gotto have is a nice handphone .
sigh sigh sigh !
i just aint fated to have one of those pretty . BOOOO !

i neeeed a LIFE .
ps. i love jeremy

2006-11-24T01:30:00.001+08:00

2006-11-23T02:09:00.000+08:00

i noe i noe ,
FINALLY i post .
hah ~
was posting posting posting den STOP
now play again (: gogogo !
wow ! wow !
its our freakin' long 10months already .
can u imagine it ? heh , 10mths really is rather long yeah ?
for celebration - i give up going to escape wif my friends & ex-classmates in exchange for sometime wif him (: sweet enuf ? AHAHAHA !

i am supposingly suppose to get my blogskin change but man oh man ! i spend a long long time on finding that very right blogskin but found out my comp cant download the thing so no new skin ): but still i continue looking at those wonderful blogskins :DD really , the skinners are really getting the hang of it - the skins they do are getting better , simply terrific . TOO MANY CHOICES , TOO DIFFICULT TO MAKE MY DECISION . ahhhh , in the end im still stuck wif this skin .

2006-11-14T13:17:00.000+08:00

been posting posting posting (:
sweeet yeah ?
updating on life & stuff , maybe there's more ups & down this hols thus more to write uh..
goshh me ~ how could i lost my phone ? hah , well y not ? LOL . lost my phone on my way back home from sch today & man ! it dropped out of my pocket & left it lying in the bus .i didnt feel much really.. the phone is old & screwed - using it temporarily only . wasnt that bad but til now i hadnt call up to singtel for the stopping of line - house phone no signal ):
JUST MY LUCK .
mum & dad is still clueless ~ wonder how will they react
HAHAHAH ! aiya , mum nags , dad will like WHAT ?!? WHY ?!? den soon the thing die down - standard .
i was almost stuck outside the house AGAIN .
im having a BAD memory , been losing my keys lately .
guess the keys aint fated to be wif me /=
got back my test result... DUH !
failed .
standard also . shall not go into that

i guess its just heaven's will for my phone to be lost . hopefully , after this incident , everything will be back to normal (: everything will be okay then... treat it as a return for the things i've done . but if it really is , i really must thank heaven sooo much... please . i really need your help ~

2006-11-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

as the days passes..
the heavier i feel
sigh . when will i ever get this off my chest ? i dunno .
no ! not forever will this pain be wif me . & yes ~ i noe god bless so hopefully , it'll be gone real soon (;
had a throbbing headache today , maybe its partly because of this matter & it aint getting any better . been staying at home almost the whole day , dosent have any mood to go out , especially school which i have to attend tommorow . i'll be collecting my result for the friday test , expect it to fail & im prepared to come back . hate waking up early in the morning /= while i get back my horrible result , wanxin will be having a class party , cool uh ? hahah ! hope that imp enjoy herself - her last time party wif her present class . thankfully , she got promoted to 6.8 which she never thought she will . heheh ~ that brat sure is lucky ! im really feel bored & restless these days - wasting my holidays away SUCKS !
oh well , i better enjoy this before it ends . all good stuff always have to come to an end ):
hohohoho ! been suffering with that phone of mine for like so long . TADA ~ it was send to NOKIA for repair . & oh my , it was BADLY damange [by me] it was so bad that we almost had to pay for the repair - they had to get some new stuff to put it inside but phew ! the guy said nvm . dad will kill me if i got a hole in his pocket for that O.O 3rd phone i spoiled X=
still remember the other time one was drop into the toilet bowl - spoiled !
but hey , i didnt lost any phone (: surprisingly ! mum's gonna get me a new phone ^_^ ... not any sonner =.= maybe in a month or 2 . well , im not sadd , angry or wadever ! its okay (: i wont justt want my parents to spend their hard-earn money on stuff i dun really need THAT much . heheh , must follow my expample hor !
eh , my dad has been treating my really nice (:
when he scold me for stuff , i show the sadd face [ which is a genuine one of course ] den he try to make me happy . but he rarely scold me lah ! he's been treating me real nice . the ones that are above average ^_^ blessed ! felt a lit sorry for being so bad to him last time but still , until now , sometimes i cant help being cold to him... but i can sense that he's.. lonely . as in nobody to tok to , everybody's busy with work & for kids like us aint the ones . i hope things will go smoothly for him - he seems stress over his works plus he still gotto entertain us and all the chores . speaking bout these , i thinkk i'll help out wif the chores tommorow & maybe make him a cup of coffee as an appreciation (:

my heart beats real fast at the thought of that..
its messed up . in a big big mess .
it hit me - HARD
why did i do it ? why am i the one ?
please ~ i pray & pray that everything will be fine again .
i plead SO hard ..

what do you do when it all falls apart ?

2006-11-13T03:39:00.000+08:00

when the worst falls on you , what will you do ?
the thought of something that may happen to u that's scarier than death can kill .
when things get out of hand && u really regret stuff u've done
when darkness falls on you , with nobody to turn to ?
fear affecting the loved ones around you...
hoping for the best but expecting the worst .
I pray long & hard for things to be right again
right & nvr to be worng again .
we all do me mistakes , so god . please...
forgive & forget . have mercy , i really hope it hadnt happen
i continue to pray with the horrible thinking in my mind
what done cannot be undone so all i can do now
is to hope for all to be okay..
yes , it'll be alright . i said to myself
but is it true ? i am totally clueless..
as time ticks away , the suspicion get higher
oh lord..
if i had a wish ..
i wish all to be fine .
pleaseee , i beg heaven , i beg god
pardon for all i have done ,
all the sins...
forgive me .

2006-11-12T04:22:00.000+08:00

i want to blog
because my blog is rather dead .
been auditioning the past 2hrs or so
& the game can be super frustrating at times , especially when you keep getting last )<
sob sob . imma noob T.T in audition ): HAH ! i wanna play well to get dens . dens , to buy clothes . u see , the clothes , hairstyles etc. are ATTRACTIVE :D which makes me wanna play more to earn more $$$ to get those stuff but when u dun play well in it , frustrating ! = no dens = no clothing ): ahh... so now u noe audition attracts u by their lovely clothings . the dancing also nice ~ just that u're concentrating in controling the game wif all those arrows keys , u wont bother to look at em dance =.=

2006-11-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

haha ! here it goes again ~ time fly fly fly .
present - 11th november .
2weeks of holidays seem like nothing to me , as the clock continue to ticks && soon , when its in 3 weeks time - go on holidays ^_^
hah , it'll be the family every-end-of-year-go-onboard holiday .
this year , its a trip to.... spain ! wahahahah ! lucky girl yeah ? i admit X=
well of course , i must thank my parents for these goodies . heh heh ~
best part , 14hrs of flight = 14hrs of non-stop movies , music , games . just sitting down there on that cosy chair , high up above the clouds being a couch-potato . but i dun like one thing , its a major thing . we'll be like the one & only chinese family there AGAIN ! the odd one out among the ang mohs /= wadd more , most spanish ONLY speak spanish - wtf ? guess it'll be a hard time communicating . gonna be away for either 5days or a week that means i guess i will have to miss the 6.8 chalet/bbq T.T missed my class chalet , now my ex-class chalet . sigh . bet i'll miss chinese food too && oso singapore . HAHAHAHA ! it'll be winter again ~ & i've just noticed all the trips i went ever since i was born was winter except for malaysia . even south africa is colder den singapore during december o.o

the week fo maths lesson wasnt pleasent at all , wad more there's a stupid test - pass it & u're free , fail it & torture for another week . duh ~ im coming bakkkk . sob sob ! this stupid thing i have to go sooo spoil my holiday ): one more thing , im broke && that spoils it too but well , im always broke =.=

2006-11-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

im a slacker
&& i love slacking , you moroon !
dun ever askk me to do any work , u noe thats OUT of question - a definite NO .
so people , scram & keep that filthy mouth zipped before i bite

2006-11-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

November already...
hah , end of year liao . fast fast && i still cant really accept the fact im in secondary sch =.= this year seems to be one of the worst in my life - thanks to being in that sch /= u can say maybe its just me though & kinda think tt way too but seriously , i cant help thinking sch sucks .
awwww ! i wont be able to slp til 3 tmr , have to attend some stupid drama class at 12noon . grumbles* well , at least i wont have to carry a radio along wif me anymore uh . after this & drama night which i have no idea when is it . i still have to go for maths lesson in the morning plus the sooo horrible IT . sigh ! i really have no idea how to do it so ppl out dere , stop pushing this thing to me . i dont care bout the consequences lah ! im sorry i cant help okay ! && if u really care so much , y dont u do it urself ?!? the thought of this seriously makes me wanna get out of tt fucking sch & dear sherry makes me wanna join the fun wif her uh ? not to forget there's still calligraphy in the hols too , plus if i have ccas guess i'll just break down & cry . LOL ! a little too emotional X=
man...im still running a flu now , feeling gong plus my throat hurts when i din drinkkk enough water . surprisingly , it looks like this is the 1st { or maybe not } time im really sick . hah , im rather strong ya noe (+

2006-11-01T01:50:00.000+08:00

a purple purple purple blog .
i wonder y so many girlss is so fond of the color && it doesnt mean im included . oso , one of those blog wif models acting cool O.O heh , i like tt girl top { up there ^ }
MAN OH MAN !
its 1.45am && no parents will like to see their child using the comp now - my dad woke up to watch soccer && duh, he caught me wif the comp . not exactly caught just asking me to go to slp but like hello ? i think he forgot i schooless now /= my meimei has got exam while my jie is studying ccrazy for exam . HAHA ! but im freeeeee (;
phone spoiled AGAIN ):
this is sooo not my fault !
that stupid nokia model has got problem && im unlucky enough to use tt phone . its in a real bad state now
% no lights at the screen
% black out within 5 mins at time
% black out when playing music on speaker
% vibrate non-stop {til i switch it off} when receive msg & playing game at the same time
% cant turn on the camera
% files get corrupted easily
sigh . many many problems ):
hope i'll be able to go to the nokia shop tmr && get it fix as soon as possible...
dad's watching soccer && i better go b5 he says anything O.O
TATA !

2006-11-01T01:39:00.000+08:00

I dunno wad i've been up to lately but dudeee , i still have a whole long list of THINGS TO DO && come on girl , do sth to ur freakin' life ~ get some life b4 u really rot && turn into some corpse .
hah , watched Death Note on monday . hey , i like it - the whole 2hr plus movie . storyline , the actor - cuteee ! weets ~ just tt the God Of Death werent acting like itself , its not all spooky & scary . kinda fake && i supposeingly thot the movie is one of those ghostly ones but no (: which is good .
Jingyu is coming bakk soon && she's nice enough to ask wad me & jer wants ^^ the sms cost me some $$$ all the way from genting =.=
dear sherry , i really really wanna go shopping wif u moreee often & the last few time we went shopping . hah ! it was funnnnnn & i seriously hope cry can come wif us . oh yeah , about the chalet thing . heard pearlyn had bk a chalet already . i was clueless until today when JH toldd me /= ZZZ !
dearr , im not angry wif u , im mad at u .
but still i love u .

2006-11-01T01:22:00.000+08:00

hey eileen ggirl , i wont be doing tt quiz in ya blog anymore . sorry ~ well , u see . if i really do it , i'll copy & paste most of ya list name so its like wads the point uh ?

found this little corner of words on some rather cuteee stuff somewhere on today's { 31st oct } New paper .
Children's books you will never see
+ You Are Different And That's Bad
+ Curious George And The High-Voltage Fence
+ The Boy Who Died From Eating All His Vegetables
+ Start A Real Estate Empire With The Change from Your Mum's Purse
+ Things Rich Kids Have But You Never Will
+ How To Be The Dominant Military Power In Your Primary School
+ Controlling The Playground: Respect Through Fear
+ Smart Ways To Take Over The Remote Control
+ You Were An Accident
+ Getting More Chocolate On Your Face
+ The Kids' Guide to Hitchhiking

2006-10-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

im starting to love my dad again . at least thats how i feeel . i used to tell myself how much i hate him & i thot this hatred will last forever but well , we stop quarreling , its quite unbelieveable . & we aint into those cold wars anymore . the cause of all these is stubborness actually , both of us is equally stubborn . like father like daughter uh ? hah . still , the daughter wins ! he's the one who start being nice 1st then being sick & tired of the stupid game , i played along (: nice me .
okay , i feel rather stupid saying all this =.= thot of cancelling the whole thing when writing half way thru but hey , since i wrote like so much , i'll just continue yeah ?
yipeeee ! my parents wont have to be present at the [s]parent-meeting session[/s] . dad was saying he wont ever wanna go AGAIN nobody wanna see a stupid SOH-tong & i was stressing over it until i found out i wont have to be there . surprise surprise eh , my result aint tt bad ? or maybe its becus too many parents will wanna see the tooooooooooooooopid soh-tong ? whatever it is , MY MAMA OR PAPA WONT NIDDA SEE TCHER (((((((((((((: wooots !
so lets see.. tmr i'll have to go sku for like erm.. flag-raising ? then collecting of report bks ? den weeeeeeeeeee ! BYE BYE TO SCHOOL :DDD
heh heh , last day of school sssshiok ah ! finally everything will be over . CHEERS!
oh no , its an almost . wont wanna see old & stupid mr pek .
was late today /= [shall not go to y i was late]
so i have to see mr pek with some other late-commers .
1st thing he do b4 those ARGH ! fucking exercise
mr pek shall be known as kuku
kuku : where's your socks ?
BLIND ! cant u see im freaking wearing it ? dummy . [ kept my mouth shut ]
kuku : take off ur shoes !
i took my shoes off my pretty lates with my socks left folded .
kuku : you shall do the exercise this way !
fine ! i know you'll love to see my pretty foot . jealous ?
after a hundred years , the squats/finger-exercise over le
kuku : which class you from ?
MEEE : ONE EP .
kuku : name ?
MEEE : jia xin [ aww . nice (x ]
kuku : ok , im gonna rmb you & look out for ur grooming the next time
hah , doubt u'll rmb me for long . stupid old man ! *evil laughter

jing yu is going for holiday this friday at dawn .
guess i cant send her off , her flights at 4 !
yi fan feng shun !
wont be hearing from this rather over-active girl for bout 2wks ~
weeeets ! have fun girl .

2006-10-20T15:35:00.000+08:00

one moment u've got the urge to to write ,
the next BLANK .

my results are rather dissapointing ,maybe for my parents though i havent told em but i can imagine their faces after knowing the facts . maybe it'll be better if we just have exams everyday & not get bak results uh ? hah, den maybe tt wont be counted as an exam /=
u see , i wanna get some stuff, stuff i really really want via my " goood " result but it seems to be a a stupid thinking now. i've been trying to treat my parents erm .. good , not becus of getting some stuff from the stores but well .. just feel like . i noe im mean , i admit i can be very attitude problem tt's y im feeling .. bad? & yeah, maybe im afraid to see their faces not becus i wont get bags,clothes etc but becus i wont wanna see em dissapointed in me again . we used to quarrel SO much , in the end , the one really being hurt is you ..mum&dad.
LOL ! like wads with me ?!?!
okay , seriously , after going shopping with sherry baby i cant help thinking of shopping . shopoholic . yes ! i mean no , i shant be one since im broke xP

<<<>>>

2006-10-19T20:31:00.001+08:00

wahahahah !
today turn out to be rather nice actually ((:
was with dear in the morning til noon, its always nice to be with him (x & yeah, he skipped sch today tooo.
its the noon that things start to pop up correctly..sort of.
went to yishun with crystal,jing yu,sherry & amelia [temasek new fren,no nid intro] for some really useless stuff . damn the ppl there >( wasted our time , shall say no more . went to bugis street after tt with sherry ONLY . crystal & jy was gone after reaching yishun MRT station , think they were too hungry so ran off to eat =.= more pigs ! den amelia had to go so its only left with me & sherry at bugis /= cry & jy were somewhere there too but no idea just where . HEH HEH ! we did real shopping - pa ra pa pa pa im lovin' it ! spent all my $$$ i brought, its been long ever since i went shopping like tt . *apologise! to the bday girl for not getting a prezzie for u , spent all my $$$ b4 i can get one X= s.o.r.r.y
i wanna apologise again..
sorry dear ~
u aint tt petty eh ?

2006-10-19T09:01:00.000+08:00

weee~ !
skipped skool today (:
along with karyn . sooo freakin' dislike siting on the grand audi for hours,cross-legged. My legs were turning numb & aching when i start standing up,my ass turn flat too >.<>ms chan
embarassment
yeah,so i didnt see her. phew!
was rather contented with my 1st few result but when come to math & chinese. its a NONO.

today must go museum de
but thk goodness im able to skip it, ya noe how boring museum can be /=
heh heh , my dad allow me to skip school
early in the morning
ME : can dont go school ?
dad : why?
ME : im tired .
dad : today got wad ?
ME : debreif & go museum lor
dad : okay lor . dont go lor *yawn
then we went back to sleep lor

& how could i ever forget its sherry's b'day !
HAH ! bet this babe will not stop asking for prezzies
girl , be patient . u noe u'll get urs

<<<>>>

2006-10-13T22:19:00.003+08:00

aha~ it was supposingly to be a FULL holiday but well,went bak fro eng drama. was late meeting karyn in the morning AGAIN. sorrrry** my bet . me,played the pig again,cant bear to depart wif my bed. carried my whole radio all the way to skool. holding a bag wif a bulky radio inside,weird~ hah.a lady was looking into in when i was standing nex to her in the bus guess she's wondering : wad the hell is tis girl tagging a freakin' radio along wif her?! is bo bian,not i want de. & ooohh...so the eng drama has got a radio [not called a radio la,sth big & bulky tt plays music out loud?] pisss* heh heh,but mine still better ah!

2006-10-13T22:19:00.002+08:00

2006-10-13T22:19:00.001+08:00

2006-10-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

Mooncake festival~! ( or lantern festival /= wadeva.)
family went down for the lantern,candles,sparks...blahs thingie.
alone at hm now (:
& they cant help asking "why never go down?!"
cus i dont want to =.=
doubt im gonna have fun anyw,im just the lazy type of person who prefer siting infront of the screen instead of jumping up & down for sparks.HAH,unless its really THAT fun.
but i did enjoy the mooncakes..IM REAL PIG AT TIMES (x love the durian mooncake,YUMMY!

today is the last episode of the 9pm show & i still have no idea wad the title is.i dont rmb +.+ AS USUAL,happy ending.AWWW...sweet & touching.super predictable but love it <: nice wad,rite?

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH MAN!
not again.
im 101% sure i wont do well for science & maths.
science is tough okay.i dont get sooo many things can??
& i studied for like 2hrs (wif breaks along) 1 hr at night & another at 5 in the morning okay!
woke up so early just to study lor & it turn out tis way.
was really sleepy in the morning.collaspe on the bed after studying =.=
& a surprise for me! went to wake my sis up when..AH-HAH~
found chicken essence ^^ hey,they really works okay.sort of lah
at least it keep u physically awake
but was sooo restless during the papers.
not sleepy but still lying on table,the worst tt can happen to u in exams is tt ur brain just wont crack~its to LAZY to work!
same for maths.
bet i can do well if i studied [ anyone will do well in it if they study kay,its not tt tough actually]
& i didnt,so guess the result really will kill.

i dooooooont wanna spend my weekend studying ><
although i noe i shld.
my last chance to improve in maths,its gonna be tougher!
paper 2 aint easy okay.wif calculator means more reasons to set a difficult paper.
sigh*
chinese coming tooo & oh goshh..
tis one is bo bian must study de.
4 is the NUMBER
number to the freakin' stupid papers left to do b4 the nightmare is over
eh,wrong.
its for the early ending of sku to be over ):
sort of like exams leh,can go hm so early
at 9.30!
ssssssssssssssshiok~
no nidda see kuku heads too (:

im preparing for SHOPPING after the testing of useless knowledge le
been saving up!!
sooo prepare ladies & gentleman
its gonna be a bumpppppppppppy ride peopleee

2006-09-27T17:41:00.002+08:00

harlow people of 6.8[used to]!

FINALLY...
we're gonna have a gathering (:
well,at least i hope it be successful for the erm..3rd time?
crystal gonna book a chalet tis hols,no idea when the date will be or the venue /:
it's just been decided oni.
hope ALL will come ((:

aww....i really wish i had alot of cashh now~
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING :D
in 2 weeks time =.=
& im w8ing....

woot woot~
many lessons had ended :D
- music
- mathematics
- science
- D&T
their over~
bbbutt..bbut..chinese is still on.
1 more lesson,an hour more.
it sucks la! itss sooo boring & ms chan is always noticing me- EVERY MOVE.
im aware i suck in studies but still,u dun have to be sooo strict /=
itss freakin' sian,once i hear her voice den wanna slp le.
the worst thing is that her lesson pass so super slowly ~ =S
on the other hand,
i like ms yee period leh <=
she's rather nice & gong which is the best thing (:
u can do almost anything in her period.
HAHAS!
cant think of anything to say le,
CHILL~

2006-09-27T17:41:00.001+08:00

2006-09-27T17:41:00.000+08:00

2006-09-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

ARGH!
Jonathan lost T.T
tis aint gud at all! damn it lah~ waste my $$$,called twice XD
but i seriously hope that jon will win.
SAD THING ):
oh well....

2006-09-24T18:50:00.000+08:00

i so freakin' wonder y weekend pass so fast?!
its like ZOOOM!
den over.
sundays are getting rather irritaing /:
my whole family [almost] will normally be at home especially my dad,dun really like him to be at hm.when go out,he'll keep questioning.asking wad time bak,whr u go etc. grrr...!! STOP ASKING! i just wanna go out rite? its my freakin' life so pls..piss off la~! ooopppssyy =X
u noe when i keep saying bout studying...blah blahh. it NEVER seems to be working.its like oh god!i gotto study like crazy.but well,i didnt.i still live the normal slacking life though i noe i MUST study =S zZzZzZzZzZzZz!!
another case is,when i wanna study.i dunno where to start the whole studying thing den no mood le,give up & continue watching the tv. EH,speaking of televission..
today's the singapore idol's final round
sadly,the result will not be know today.grr...it'll give the itch to noe,den it'll urge u to vote.that's thier nasty treat x( HAH.but im not gonna fall for it.doubt im even gonna vote at all =/ just hope & wishh maybe...
hope for JONATHAN TO WIN ((:
not saying Hady aint good.he's rather goofy & fun & active.hah,kinda cute too.but still,i prefer the mature,hardly open his mouth de jonathan.he's sexy.lols.

DAMN! i havent write finish & i gtg out for dinner~ argh!
tis will stop my urge or writing...
oh well..maybe i'll continue later or soo

2006-09-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

friday night! weee~
been w8ing this day like hell!
there were test on like almost everyday of the week.yuckkks~
& oh god,i think i did REAL badly for all of em.
the irritating thing is i didnt pluke up the hardworkingness to ssstudy.okay,maybe i did,but its only that one super tiny bit?? one thing for sure,geog is the worst one.wad more its mr chua.dislike the subject,dislike the t'cher,double the suckyness ~ =S
no use crying over spilled milk
yeah yeah.so im just trying to erase those horrible sight of test paper though i still have to face the horrible result )):
1 more weeek to EOY.it isnt THAT fast right??
so no worries,still got time to ssstudy ((:
tis time,bo bian really nidda try my very besst to study,NO HORRIBLE DEATH FER ME!

study,study,study!
that's not all students do,only for tis time being..
1 week to exam,
3 weeks to after exam,
5 weeks to 2 month hols.cheers!
study super hard for 1 week to get a relaxing 2 months hols.sooo worth it[he told me tt ^^]

o.O i wrote tis whole thing on studying,but i cant think of any other things~ since EOY is coming..GUD LUCK EVERYONE OUT THERE! & must study hard wor~

2006-09-18T19:34:00.000+08:00

kinda go bonkiesss in the last post ~ =S
well,but all the things are rather fuckin' true.
havent start on my studying plan yet,in fact still slacking.DAMN! people out there studying hard for EOY,pls inform me [this may make me study,i guess.& i noe u're kind enuf to SAY IT OUT =D]
Phewww...the i-thought-was-today geog test is NOT today. glad~ didnt study for it though i told myself i must,skipped it the other day.BOO! another slacking sign )= ms chan [chi cher] even told me personally to buckle up,FINAL EXAM le! cannot dun ssstudy,must JIA YOU! actually she aint that bad ((= [for a teacher] just tt her periods are either boring or its becus its chinese.
went back early today.bout 2 hrs early ((= HAHAHAH! wrote a letter saying i've got this wedding to attend den pass it to ms soh,unfortunately REJECTED.so she wanna speak to my dad.FINE~ i asked my dad to help me fake fake.surprise surprise,he agreed & even asked wad excuse i wanna give...gosh,DAD,U'RE NICE. tt happen like once in a blu moon o.O or maybe its becus of the days i shuai pi qi ^^ lols.daddies can be kinda niceee at times =D

TO EVERYBODY OUT THERE: SOH GUAT YEE IS A SUCKER.

2006-09-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

sometimes in life i just dun care so much la!
wasnt like this b4 but i seriously dun care so much already..
sometime i really wonder y the hell do we live in this world for? my life seems rather meaningless at times.always slacking & when i think of the works.SUCKS!
End of Year exams starting in 2 weeks,i get the idea tt im suppose to study but making a person like me to study aint an easy task ya noe..
I NOE I NOE..
its for my own good and if i continue this real slacking way of living,things wont be good.haiss..studies,work,BLAH BLAH~ everything is rather meaningless.all i do is slack.some people & things in my freakin' life really makes me just wanna forget everything & do wad i want! how i wish i can just spread my wings & fly away [though i dun even have wings =.=]
i cant stand people tt stand in my way! my homework & tests,i DONT CARE. im either just too lazy or its really seems meaningless for me.well,its not meaningless in ways,but in my thinking,wad's the point??wad's the point of getting high marks if u have to study like forever & waste ur time instead of spending it in a better way. the worst thing is when u're wasting ur time,not studying & make urself feel as if im really ROTTING.like this weekend.
I CANT STOP MYSELF FROM SLACKING.I HATE THIS.
i wish i wish..
tt my life will be much better,more meaningful.
the people in my life wont be so sucky[well,not ALL of course,just not so many]
balance between studies & playing.
BLAH BLAHS...
guess i have to create wish list =/
HAH! & of course life isnt tt bad.there is things to live for in life too.like for my dear,he always make me feel better =D thankss dear!
for the people out there who feels the same way,NO WORRIES.u've got company...

2006-09-16T11:52:00.000+08:00

ZONKIESSS~
just spent like sooo loong to choice a new blogskin & edit it =/
the previous one was rather plain =S

skipped geog test ytd,was rather worried tt sth bad may happen.well,so far so gud =D haisss..exams are here,in 2 weeks time.& i seriously got to BUCK UP.real serious man!my result sucks =( goshh..
look on the bright side,after like err..1 month,exams over.& in another week time,its start of 2 months holiday.SHIOK~ cant w8 for this whole exams,tests blah blah to end.so for now,i really hope i can sstudy HARD HARD and get good good marks.not easy wor~

went out wif mummy & wanxin ytd.havent been going out wif em for quite some time.watched John Tucker must die didnt think its a nice movie at 1st,but its actually not bad =)) kinda niceee.One thing,it didnt really fix into mum preference,still she said its not bad.
eh,i dun understand wad's wif the movies these days. so many NC16 , wanted to watch little man den the zhang ziyi movie CANT.its nc16 BOOHOOOO~

2006-09-10T00:33:00.000+08:00

TA DAAA~
im doing my homework *CHEERS*
im finally cracking my brain which is normally err...asleep i guess =X
seriously thot that the homework is like DAM DAM DAM alot but well..its still okay la[for holidays] lots of E-learning BLAH BLAH! 1 more day to skool-saddd thing & the good thing-i dun feel much actually maybe its becus of all the hw[almost done!] makes me feel that skool aint tt bad.& of course since im such a positive person it makes things even better =D
i never cut my hair =( it lookkk uglyyy! booohooo...!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
u know wad??? whenever i write a post for my bloggie,my brain will like stuck & i cant recall all the thingss i have done..looking at my older post its all short short one..zZzZz...

2006-09-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

BLAH BLAH!
im bored bored bored!
come spend the day wif me~ but im too lazy =.=
actually its not that bad lazying around at home,rather nice at time =D just make sure u aint spending the WHOLE of ur holidays just doing nothing ecept slacking,u wont like it cus i didnt.BOOOHOOO~
eh...any NICE movie recommanded??? in nid of one,monster house? btw,i have decided not to watch the devil wears "prata" =/ heh heh,gonna watch wif him so must plan properly mah- keke.recommandation >> tagboard.pls&ty [u noe how much ur words meant to me => ]
everything sound nice eh?FOR NOW.its like thursady nite liao leh,time just zoom by like dunno wad shit la~ the WORST of the WORST is tt tons of homework = undone. damn it! tests are w8ing for me & the all so horrible exams.i really really really really really nid to push myself.OH MAN!tt's the end bout those eeky yucky stuff~ oh yah,today's science lesson aint nice,as always..didnt get a single thing after the 2hours lecture!!!ARGH~

eh...PLAY KONG KONG SEA.anyone?kinda fun~ maple is sooo over,actually,maybe not. play audition tooooo.U GET IT?GOOO PLAY IT NOW!!! =.= sot sot %@#!8&$+#@!%

2006-09-03T03:20:00.000+08:00

last post was short & boring,which is not good =/
oh well,but since its last post...den NVM.
wasted 2 of my precious holiday idling & its really time for me to stop this! & u noe when ppl idle,things get all still,not moving at all causing sianzation.havent went out & do all kinds of stuff but only stay at home =(
i have been siting on the freakin' sofa watching tv for hours but since its MTV,maybe it not tt bad.after all i watched many unseened episode of shows,rather updated now^^ i so love MTV.
but still,it'll be better if i stop being a couch potato cus other den watching TV & eat,eat,eat.HAH!not the prob of getting fat =.= i will wanna grow fatter actually just that sometimes u really nid to move ur freakin' body,rotting is NOT good.
Things i wanna do in hols:
- watch The Devil Wears Prada
- cut hair
- shopping
- study year-end exam in 2 more weeks!!]
- finish all my hw b4 last day of hols
- go out have fun loh...
since its only 1 week & if i mange to do all these stuff,i'll be more den happy =D

people like paris hilton sure noe how to enjoy life though she's just a bimbo who cant freakin' sing & jessica simpson who enjoy all the fame & wealth when she's just another bimbo.those dumb ppl dont have to do stuff like work to earn their $$$ unfairness. grrr....why the hell am i talking all this trash =.= in need to sth to gossip bout maybe..HAHAH~

2006-08-31T22:07:00.000+08:00

FAST! thursday night already~ cheers.
TEACHER'S DAY =D
there's the concert not bad
den end early real early for once
went back to tnps one of the earliest for once again
visited the teachers mr mutalib,mdm khamisah
didnt buy ANYHING for ANY teachers no $$$
saw frens i havent seen for ages
went out with us girls
then played basketballs wif em boys
went home
THE END.

2006-08-29T10:44:00.000+08:00

its tuesday morning & i bet this post is gonna be under monday.
yepp,pon skool today.
mum just came home & the moment she start opening her mouth,she start scolding~![NOT NAGGING] damn,she's angry.
maybe i should have went to skool today =(
she said if i pon 1 more time,she'll confiscate my hp kaoooo!
wad's worse is that i cannot go out today- WTH.
EVERYTHING'S F'ED UP
1st my dad sooo piss me off
now,mum.
mum's scolding go ON & ON...blah blah blah blah.
its only not going to skool for 1 day.
doubt i'll learn anything too,the lessons aint important but sucky like cant they freakin' understand???

2006-08-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

OOO-NEEE more thing-
i change my tagboard,as in the whole thing
so all tags are GONE =(
cause i forgot my username & password den i accidentally delete the html of it while changing blogskins
stupid me xD
sooo please leave a tag~
it look so empty :(

2006-08-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

Wanted to write a post ytd but my bloggie got some prob =/
oh nvm...
today is MONDAY.
dont feel like going to skool today de but in the end i went of course~
spent the whole saturday outside with...HAHA!
the chinese test[which i almost pon skool becus of that]was better den i thot=) but i still aint comfirm if i can pass anot,scary~
Fail = Die
Die = Detentions O.O[til year end exam]
but i seriously doubt cher will keep us everyday,she's just trying to SCARE us.

now i REALLY have something to annouce [fact!]
i shall not count this time...
...
...
...
SOH-TONG[fucking virgin,soh guat yee]
is such a SUCKER~
i hateeeee her.
DAMN HER MAN-!
unreasonble freak,
*curses*
you wont wanna noe wad she do[its too sucky for me to type out too >.<]

okay,we shouldnt be talking bout HATRED.not good.
nowadays,havent been eating much,trying to save $$$ its sooo not easy & oso no appetite.even when im at home i didnt eat much at all but at least i try to cook potatoes,sort of.you see,i left the potatoes at the stove for boiling & stuff when i go play comp & totally forget bout it until my mum woke up due to the "strong smell" which she claim though i didnt sniff out anything she's got super nose! & yeah,by the time,the water had dried up,potatoes turn black black.its the SECOND time,just that the other time was eggs x)
I wanna say something, I LOVEEE TEENAGE [as in the magazine]
its a must-buy every month~
get ur copy today!

2006-08-27T21:19:00.001+08:00

Your imperfections may not be accepted by others,
but at the end of the day,
if you have the ability to feel comfortable with yourself,
its those thing that make us different as people.
Call them imperfections,
but they make us who we are and it's amazing.

2006-08-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

Your imperfections may not be accepted by others,
but at the end of the day,
if you have the ability to feel comfortable with yourself,
its those thing that make us different as people.
Call them imperfections,
but they make us who we are and it's amazing.